Tuesday, March 23, 2010

a note for you Mr Dash~

Dear Adam.

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you
because every tear is just one
more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.

It's only after someone is gone do you realize how much you miss them...

My friends are always telling
me to move on, to give up.
But why? Why should I?
They don't see you the way that I see you.
They don't look into your eyes and see the world.
Why would they understand?
They can't possibly imagine what
it means to look at your best friend
and see all their hopes and dreams come true.
I wish for once, just once,
they could walk a mile in my shoes.
But they wouldn't need to walk that far,
they would just take one step and suddenly,
they would take back every bit of
'getting over you' advice they had
ever given me and realize you're my life,
you were meant for me,
and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.

we never really stop loving someone.
we just learn to try to live without them

I really think there's a reason that I like you so much.
Like something is telling me not to let you go.
Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to you.
I mean... what other explanation is there.
Why is it that u're all I can think about?
Why is it that no matter how upset I am...
I see you and I can't help but smile?
Why is it that when u smiles at me...
I get that feeling in my stomach?
And even when you'd broken my heart,
and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me...
when you lied to me... and I hated you...
why then did I still feel those same feelings?
Answer me that, and then I'll tell you
why I let you hurt me so much.


I can't make you love me ,want me,or understand me..
All I can do Is hope that someday you will.


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